Today was a rainy, lonely day. It was one of those days in which I woke up wanting company. This was one of those few days that I allow myself to have where I felt jealous of all my married friends because none of them are alone on this rainy, lonely day.
All I really longed for today was to have someone to curl up on the couch with and watch movies all day. Or even as simple as having that someone to hug. I just really, really wanted that today. I envy all my friends who don't have to look farther than two feet to find that.
It was one of those days that I wish this adventure of life allowed me to find love more easily than it has. I start to think it's just a puzzle with no solution. There are so many things that go into creating a relationship. How on earth is it that all those things align so easily for everyone around me. Here I am waiting with open arms for whoever it is that is meant for me and me for them. I just really want them right here, right now.
All I want is someone to hold right now. I know that when I find that person I will never take any of it for granted. All I have to do is remember today on this lonely, rainy day and I'll be grateful for every moment that I have with him, wherever he is.
I'm waiting for my hug. Right here. Right now. Come find me.
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